The Avatar of the Age, Meher Baba, spent the day at Meher Mount on August 2, 1956. During that visit, He told His followers:
“Thursday, August 2, was a day we had all been looking forward to, a day when Baba would be free of interviews, when we could all be more closely with him in the beautiful setting of Meher Mount,” remembered Darwin Shaw who was with Avatar Meher Baba that day in 1956. [2]
Two buses were chartered to bring the group of Meher Baba’s followers to Meher Mount. Meher Baba and His men mandali (close disciples) rode separately with co-founder Agnes Baron in her Woody station wagon.
When they arrived on the mountain, Meher Baba said, “I love Meher Mount very much and feel happy here.” [3]
After the buses arrived, Meher Baba called everyone into the Baba Room of the guesthouse.
“…we all went inside and sat wherever we could, all sort of crowded around Baba, but in a comfortable way. Baba sat where everyone could see Him. He seemed very relaxed and happy to be among his lovers,” Darwin Shaw continued. [4]
Meher Baba spent much of the day in this room giving darshan (the grace of seeing the Divine).
He reminded His followers of the tremendous opportunity to be with Him. “You are so lucky to be with me so closely,” Meher Baba said. “You do not realize how very fortunate you are when I embrace you all.” [5]
Meher Baba’s time in the Baba Room is captured in the photograph of Him sitting in a wingback chair with Meher Mount co-founder and lifetime caretaker Agnes Baron by His side. The bay window in the background looks north toward the Ojai Valley.
In the 1970s, Irwin Luck came to Meher Mount and filmed co-founder Agnes Baron on a tour of Meher Mount sharing her memories of Meher Baba’s visit.
“This is Baba’s Room. We called it that from the very beginning,” explained Agnes Baron in the 1970s Irwin Luck film. “And it had been set aside in the early days as a meditation center.
“Not too many people were interested in meditation. They said, ‘Baba isn't interested in it.’ So, it finally became just a general room where people met.”
Just months after Meher Baba’s August visit, Lud Dimpfl and his family returned to Meher Mount in November 1956.
Lud took a picture of three of his children — Joan Dimpfl Harland, Claudia Dimpfl O’Hanrahan, and Diane Dimpfl Cobb — sitting in the bay window seat in the Baba Room that overlooked the Ojai Valley to the north.
To the right of three Dimpfl children is the wingback chair Meher Baba used when He was in the Baba Room with His followers. This is the same chair seen in the photograph with Agnes Baron.
The next archival photo of the Baba Room is from 1978. This photograph is of the fireplace in the Baba Room — this is the flagstone fireplace that remained after the 1985 New Life Fire.
There is a photograph or painting covering the fireplace opening to keep out the cold air. The flagstones of what is now called Baba’s Fireplace are visible and frame the photograph or painting.
In the years after Meher Baba’s visit, Agnes Baron periodically invited visitors into the guesthouse and the Baba Room.
During one chilly winter visit in 1978, Agnes invited a small group inside the Baba Room to listen to an impromptu flute concert.
Sam Ervin and Margaret Magnus were visiting with Margaret’s sister, Elizabeth Hartzell. Their friend Howard Babus and his flute partner had been helping at Meher Mount that day. In the evening, they offered to give a concert for Agnes.
The Baba Room — and all the other buildings and vehicles — were destroyed by wildfire in 1985.
The October 14,1985 date of this fire — officially known as the Ferndale Fire – is coincidental with the first day of Avatar Meher Baba's New Life in India, October 16, 1949. Hence, the fire has come to be known as the New Life Fire at Meher Mount.
When the fire hit Meher Mount, Agnes Baron had no advance warning. She evacuated just in time with herself and her pets. All her mementos, artifacts, papers and all valuables burned in that fire — including the chair Meher Baba used and any other artifacts of His visit.
The flagstone fireplace – Baba’s Fireplace – remained as a touchstone of Meher Baba’s visit.
In the years after the New Life Fire, the area around the fireplace was often used for group meetings and events.
In 2017, high winds and fire toppled and severely burned Baba’s Tree. Several of the tree’s large limbs had fallen and were later salvaged. From these limbs, three benches were made and placed in the area around Baba’s Fireplace — connecting Baba’s Tree and Baba’s Fireplace.
In 2004, Meher Mount started the development of a master plan with a community meeting. One of the areas of focus was Baba’s Fireplace and the area around it. Volunteer planners wanted to create an intimate space that would evoke the atmosphere of the Baba Room.
Pictured below is a group photo after one of the master plan sessions. On the bottom right are Nancy and Byron Pinckert. Throughout the planning process, they designed several options eventually creating the final Darshan Courtyard plan.
The plan for the courtyard is designed to provide a sense of intimacy with the Divine. A place of personal reflection and contemplation. A moment to feel Meher Baba’s eternal embrace.
It is called the Darshan Courtyard because Meher Baba spent most of the day in August 1956 giving darshan (the grace of being in His presence) in this space.
In 2021, followers of Meher Baba from all over the world were invited to send their favorite Meher Baba quote to Meher Mount. Each quote and the person’s name was printed on a special piece of paper.
These quotes were read aloud and then placed in a special dhuni (sacred fire) on June 12, 2021.
The ashes from this Darshan Dhuni were placed under the spot where Meher Baba sat in front of that bay window giving darshan on October 12, 2024. They are symbolically helping to form the foundation for the courtyard.
“Saturday’s groundbreaking for the Darshan Courtyard felt extra special to me,” said board member Agnes Montano. “It was intimate, solemn, joyful and even nostalgic. The fact that the ceremony was held on dhuni day, symbol of the fire of Meher Baba's divine love, made it even more auspicious.
“The simple ceremony was so heartfelt. Even though there were only a handful of us on site, there were another 185 followers of Meher Baba lovers from around the world participating through the ashes from the 2021 Darshan Dhuni.
“Meher Baba was definitely there giving His darshan to us like He did when He sat in the space in 1956.” [6]
Baba’s Fireplace and the Darshan Courtyard are touchstones for remembering the Divine. They are a connection to Avatar Meher Baba and His infinite love, compassion and presence at Meher Mount.
Footnotes
[1] Bhau Kalchuri, Lord Meher: The Biography of the Avatar of the Age Meher Baba, Online Edition, pg. 4066, accessed October 5, 2024. (c)Avatar Meher Baba Perpetual Public Charitable Trust. [2] Darwin C. Shaw, As Only God Can Love: A Lifetime of Companionship with Meher Baba (North Myrtle Beach, SC: Sheriar Foundation, 2003), pg. 391. (c)Darwin C. Shaw. [3] Kalchuri, op.cit., pg. 4066, accessed online October 4, 2024. [4] Shaw, op.cit., pg. 392. [5] Kalchuri, op.cit., pg. 4065, accessed online May 11, 2021. [6] “There’s something so unique that happens when people gather in Meher Baba’s name and presence….” Meher Mount, Photo Friday Blog, posted October 15, 2024.
In this montage of images, Avatar Meher Baba is using hand gestures and an alphabet board to communicate after He started keeping silence.
About His silence, Meher Baba said:
“If you were to ask me why I do not speak, I would say I am not silent, and that I speak more eloquently through gestures and the alphabet board.
“If you were to ask me why I do not talk, I would say, mostly for three reasons.
“Firstly, I feel that through you all I am talking eternally.
“Secondly, to relieve the boredom of talking incessantly through your forms, I keep silence in my personal physical form.
“And thirdly, because all talk in itself is idle talk. Lectures, messages, statements, discourses of any kind, spiritual or otherwise, imparted through utterances or writings, is just idle talk when not acted upon or lived up to.”
Meher Baba’s Silence
Avatar Meher Baba began His silence on July 10, 1925. He said that His silence was not undertaken as a spiritual exercise, but solely in connection with His universal work.
After Meher Baba started His silence, He communicated by writing on a chalk slate board. After that, He pointed to letters on an alphabet board to spell out words. Later, He used a series of unique hand gestures that were interpreted by His close disciples.
Meher Baba kept silence for 44 years until He dropped His body on January 31, 1969.
He asked His followers to keep silence each year for 24 hours on Silence Day, July 10.
“Now, go out and see the view and try to love Baba through nature. This is all due to my love. This whole creation, this nature, all the beauty you see, all came out of me.”
And as the group was leaving, He added, “And take me with you.”
Jeanne Shaw, who was with Meher Baba that day, was particularly moved by His last comment to take Him with her. She described her feelings and her precious experience that day in her diary.
“Feeing so blessed as Baba’s guest” are lyrics from “Oh Meher Mount,” an ode to Meher Mount written and performed by Mark Trichka and Lisa Brande. The drone photography by Ben Hoffman captures the beauty and openness of Meher Mount to complement the music and create this special video.
Merwan Dubash shares stories about his childhood and teen years of being with Avatar Meher Baba.
Through Merwan's stories that describe simple acts of reading the newspaper aloud to Meher Baba or playing card games with Him, we get a glimpse of the intimate daily contact with God in human form.
Take a moment now to watch these videos that make you feel as if you are in Meher Baba’s presence.
The following story is about drilling a well and how it represents faith versus conviction. Eruch Jessawala, one of Meher Baba’s closest disciples, frequently told this story to pilgrims visiting Meher Baba’s home in Meherazad, India.
When Meher Mount received the gift of a sadra worn by Avatar Meher Baba, Sam L. Ervin, board president, was moved to write this poem.
A sadra (also sadhra) is a thin muslin shirt traditionally worn by Zoroastrians. Meher Baba adapted the sadra into an ankle-length garment which He regularly wore.
Meher Baba has been a touchstone for me since 1974 – an authoritative guide on my soul’s map during my almost constant travels. For the past almost 50 years, as my travels increased and my spiritual aspirations deepened, Meher Baba continued to be a constant marker for my life’s GPS.
At each important turn, He has played a part, created direct routes, sometimes detours – all usually without my knowing it had been done until I had reached my “destination.”
My destination this year in 2023 has been an unexpected return to Meher Mount as a temporary caretaker.
“When Beloved Baba walked this earth as the beautiful God-Man, He left His imprint in everything and everyone He touched. The dishes that He ate from and the cups that He drank from, the clothes that He wore, the games that He played with… these tangible links to Him come to us today suffused with His fragrance.
“Baba’s sadra, His alphabet boards, His precious hair – each is a unique and irreplaceable link to His human form.”
The fact that one cannot live without water means water is life. In the Sanskrit language this is literally so. Another word for water is ‘life’. Jivanum.
Meher Baba spelled out, “Within you is dirty water too, and I have also to take it out, to make room for the fresh water of my love. Thus, in different ways, I am taking out the dirty water from everyone. I am training you, so that you may one day dive deep into my Ocean and obtain the treasure.”
With gestures… you know when Baba would look into your eyes and do the gestures. Though I was a very little child, I used to understand Baba because his eyes used to speak to our hearts.
He tells me, “Do you know how much trouble I have to take to make this water?”
“The spiritual meaning of water lies in its reflection of the human spirit and the interconnection of all creation.
“We are all aware of the necessity of water. From keeping us alive to quenching our thirst, to washing the dirt from our bodies and our food, not to mention its role in producing that food, our survival depends on water.
“But what does such a valuable life force mean spiritually? Is there any spiritual essence or spiritual meaning of water?”
“Hellfire and damnation” is how co-founder and lifetime caretaker Agnes Baron (1907-1994) described her life keeping Meher Mount for Avatar Meher Baba.
Agnes, a fearless and fiery woman, dedicated 48 years of her life to making sure that Meher Mount would be here for Meher Baba, today and in the future.
Sam L. Ervin, board president and long-time friend of Agnes Baron, shares some specific incidents in Agnes’ life where she fought to keep Meher Mount. Sam spoke at the 2022 Anniversary Sahavas commemorating Meher Baba’s visit on August 2, 1956.
Take a moment now to watch this video that portrays Agnes Baron’s fierce determination, her unvarnished view of events, and her dedication.
Sam L. Ervin at Meher Mount, 2022 Anniversary Sahavas
Introduction to Sam L. Ervin
By Margaret Magnus
One of Sam’s first visits to Meher Mount was on May 19, 1968, to pull weeds on a special day of silence called for by Meher Baba. He continued to visit to pull more weeds, re-roof Baba’s House, cleanup after two fires, chop wood, carry water, clean the pool, and serve Meher Mount. His teen years of hard physical labor on a cattle ranch in Porterville have come in handy.
Then, inspired and encouraged by Agnes to go into social services, he got a Master’s in Social Work in administration and planning in 1975. Sam went on to be the founder and CEO of the non-profit SCAN Health Plan.
There he pioneered an innovative senior program, which required securing six acts of Congress. A key achievement was keeping more than 20,000 frail seniors living safely at home instead of nursing homes. By the time he retired in 2002, the company had grown from 1 employee to 640 employees and served 55,000 seniors in four counties.
After his retirement, Sam returned to Meher Mount to once again pull weeds. By then there was a non-profit board, and he has served as president for the past 20 years, relying on his planning, managing, and CEO skills working in non-profit organizations.
Sam’s focus is continuing Agnes’ promise to hold Meher Mount for Meher Baba, even if it’s through “hell, fire and damnation.”
I was visiting with my two young boys. Baba’s Tree was really inviting, and they both started to climb the limbs on the tree. Then I noticed all the flowers at the base of the tree and thought maybe my boys shouldn’t disturb anything.
I started to tell them to climb down from the tree, but before I would even say the words, Meher Baba’s face appeared to me (kind of see-through and sparkly like) about a foot from mine.
We were all standing around under Baba’s Tree, almost in a circle. We prayed and said our “Jai Babas,” and before I knew it, Fred Stankus started to sing “Mind, Mind, Stupid Mind" [formally, “Manonash Calypso”].
I was new to Meher Baba then and had never heard Fred sing this song. I laughed, and then I felt all the words in my heart. Even though it wasn't a typical spiritual song, it ran through the branches and, I think, all the way to the ocean.
Bif Soper, a long-time resident volunteer in Meherabad, India, the home of Meher Baba's Tomb Shrine, shared the following perspective on thanking Meher Baba based on personal conversations with Meherwan Jessawala (1930-2016). Meherwan and his entire family were deeply devoted to Meher Baba starting in the mid-1920s.
"Just love Me and remember Me."
After reading Bif's story, Wayne Myers, one of Meher Mount's communications editors, sent this passage from Lord Meher online (pg. 4184) regarding an exchange between Meher Baba and Hoshang Bharucha in 1957.
It’s All Right for You to Thank Him
Sam Ervin, a long-time volunteer for Meher Mount, sent the following based on an interchange involving Mani S. Irani (1918-1996), Meher Baba’s sister. When she was 13-years-old, Mani went to live with the women disciples in Meher Baba’s ashram.